Yesterday was the lowest that I have felt since March this year. I have not had those kind of dark thoughts and feelings race through my head so rapidly since I made the call to get counseling help (once again) this Spring. I actually had thoughts of cutting myself and I have never cut.
I’m not posting any of this as a pity party plea (so ex-psycho-friend can just piss off right there) nor as a scare tactic. I am tired, alone, and am tired of feeling like this.