I want things to go back to “normal”

Note that I put “normal” in quotes since the word itself is so incredibly subjective. What is “normal” to one person is definitely not to another.

I’m tired of obsessing over this darn surgery. I’m tired of being in pain constantly. I would love to stop running around like a crazed woman, trying to balance home, school, and the boys’ school.

I want to feel like things are going to be OK and under control. Right now my brain is so scattered that I have a hard enough time trying to concentrate on one thing at a time.

 I miss blogging about things other than this darn surgery.

Today has been a rough day. I almost broke down and cried when I was getting my hair cut. I had a clothes accident (read: female problem) during the day and I had to run to the store to get replacement clothes. I feel like I barely got anything done. I have so much to do for my schoolwork. My house is a wreck, I’m an emotional wreck, and all I want to do is sleep.

And aren’t you glad you stopped by now? (groan)  I want things to go back to “normal”!!!


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